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Idioteque - Keeping You Alive = Killing Me More

by Idioteque

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Changed my mood Lost my appetite Lost all senses Lost all feeling Of all what's around me Like a disease Starts at the heart Slowly kills its surroundings I've been here before Passed through these doors To find the bridge burnt This place of hurt Unavoidable truth Must be the second or third or fourth Time with you So tired from this journey Wrong turns in odyssey Process of forgetting Regression through unlearning Again we've come full circle To my dismay We're facing the same hurdles Running on empty Tainted, memories Maybe its just time we leave Maybe, it's time The unknowing affect you have Leaves me questioning What we really had Losing our way It's all that we know Shame, don't you realise You're killing me the most This course of harmony Been greatly, short lived For what we had left Is simply not here Is simply not here
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Buried for years Deep down in the dungeon But now, its ugly head rears Confronted It's brewing, inner ear, chewing, chewing Causing convulsions, regurgitated repulsions I've got to win, you'll answer to me I've got to win, you'll answer to me I've got to win, you'll answer to me I've got to win It's growing Need to rip it up at the roots Before the rot spreads Sowing, sordid seeds Throughout the head I've got to win, you'll answer to me I've got to win, you'll answer to me I've got to win, I've got to win I've got to win You, you lose You, you lose You lose, I am triumphant You're a loser, I was innocent You lose, I am triumphant I wonder if, for your sins, you are repentant I've got to win, you'll answer to me I've got to win, you'll answer to me I've got to win, you'll answer to me I've got to win I've got to win, you'll answer to me I've got to win I've got to win I've got to win I've got to You'll answer to me
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No-one sends loners love letters Or do they send us flowers? The kind of bouquet with delicate leaves And paper papier-mâché like petals I've received sunflowers once I guess, he settled There are still parts of us That don't ask for the intimate Or the inanimate That reminds us both That what ties us together Tears us apart Nobody writes loners love letters Because there is too much showing Because of the toing and froing with exes I wish somebody would write loners love letters Nobody writes loners love letters Because we don't need them Nor do we want them But there isn't a single person in this stratosphere Who doesn't need someone to leave a note saying When you sleep, you are my nobody When you cry, you are my loner
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You Alive = Killing Me More

This collection of songs were primarily created within a ten week period for my final university project, I was so happy with the initial ideas it felt natural to develop them into a release. It’s been a long time coming but it‘s so nice to put together something other than bass music, which I’m primarily known for.

Whether these are liked or not, I don’t recall feeling this creatively fulfilled by my past works, to me as an artist that’s what’s most important. I’ve also finally contributed one of my poems to a composition after writing for many years, another milestone for me.

I’d like to say a big thankyou to Cerbs, Mezzo, Isa Sin, Sheba Q and Toulouse for contributing their talents, so the vision could be achieved in full - very grateful to know these individuals.

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released November 18, 2022

Produced / Mixed / Lyrics by Idioteque

Lead guitar by Mezzo

Vocals / Lyrics by Isa Sin

Vocals / Lyrics by Sheba Q

Vocals / Lyrics by Toulouse

Mastered by Deadbeatuk @ Top Shelf Audio

EP artwork by Joseph Buhat

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Idioteque London, UK

Artist / Producer located in London

Track support from Dolenz, J.Sparrow, Joe Nice, LX ONE, Neffa-T, N-Type, Ternion Sound, Sicaria Sound, Sumgii and more

Notable Releases

1) ’Keeping You Alive = Killing Me More' - Independent - 2022

2) ’Offering' - Independent - 2023

3) ’Brand New Page' - Independent - 2023
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